Spaghetti Arms ?

I actually don't know what should I write here because I have too much things in my mind. 

I'm a person who likes to try new things, but there are some times where I feel like I can't do it, this is not something I'm not good at, and this will just create more problems.

There's an annual sport competition in my city (or Indonesians usually call it Popda). My PE teacher asked me to join the swimming race (yes, swimming). I'm not very good at swimming actually. I swim so slow and even my mom said when I was still a kid I swam with half of my body going to sink =_=. I'm just pretty good at swimming for a quite long distance (or good at enduring ?), and joining that swimming race will only be a joke . I joined the practice session 2 weeks ago and  I already felt like I'm not going to make it :(. I've told my pe teacher twice that I think I can't join because I can't do it. He asked me to join the 100m breaststroke race or try the backstroke one (never once in my life I swim with backstroke style). There'll be a practice session tomorrow and I'm really going to tell him that I can't join the competition. I already feel tired with numerous activities that I had this month, but on the other hand I don't want to make him upset.. Especially when he's my favorite teacher at school. A teacher who is always full of spirit and give his students a lot of inspirations. :( :( . I hope he won't get mad at me...

Talking about this outfit, I reaalllyy love this new sweatshirt that I got from sheinside. The material is just so softt and fluffyyy till I feel like sleeping with it. It's not just a thick cotton, but inside the sweater there's a very soft material that I don't know what is it.. Hahahaha. Sorry =v=. But I do toottaaaaaallyyy recommend sheinside's sweatshirts :D

• FU Double C K Sweatshirt in white c/o sheinside
• Lazy Oaf Spaghetti Arms Skirt from asos (a gift from my sis!)
• New Era x Hello Kitty Snapback (a gift from my bro!)
• Hello Kitty Japan black socks

And now, what's in my mind is I couldn't thank God enough for all of the blessings and the obstacles in my life. God gives us a new day to be better and stronger :)