National exam is getting closer and I'll have the school's final exam next Monday, which is only 2 days away. I'm so nervous, especially on the 'difficult' subjects. I was so stressed during my 2nd try out a few days ago till I couldn't help to cry. I was disappointed at myself because I didn't study nor did the try out well. This is definitely 5 times harder than junior high school. Back then, I was still so relaxed and didn't need to study all night to understand all the materials. I think my mind was shocked at the fact that things are harder than what I expected it to be.
Well, truthfully I'm frightened of what the results might be. I'm scared that I'll disappoint my parents, or even myself. Can I do it well?
My mom said I shouldn't exageratte my fright as it'd only raise my stress level. So, when I feel stressed over my exams, I'll start thinking of holiday. I plan to do many make up tutorials on youtube as I'm getting more and more interested with make up these days, and I'm also planning to stay in Jakarta to join a fitness center there to burn my fats... (gained quite a lot from last holiday + chinese new year T.T) . I'm addicted to zumba and other similar kind of dancing classes (no aerobic please, I feel like my brain's going to burst everytime I do aerobic. lol). My friends and I also want to take a trip together again... We're still deciding where to go and I'm still saving up!
If you have interest to have collaborations, don't hestitate to reach me through e-mail as I'll be free to go to anywhere start from April 16th... xD
see you later and wish me luck ! :)
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