I'm not alone

My parents are really busy this year. This month, they left me alone at home for twice already. I never like when it comes to being alone. My house will be very quiet, I'd eat improperly. Sometimes I would skip lunch / dinner. I'll always get confused about what should I eat because when my parents are home, my mom always cooks everyday and I never think much about the menus T.T

But thanks God I have a lot of friends who always accompany me whenever I'm alone. (Sorry my daily-life sounds a bit boring and I think I've said many same things on every posts, but yeah. this is really my daily-life. hahaha) 

Today the school finished at 10am. There's not any lesson today. We just came to school to finish or novena prayer (for national exam), listened to some announcements from the teachers, and we began to  ask for our teachers' prayers so that we can get good marks (it's like a tradition in my school). I visited my elementary school and met my teachers there. I was happy because they said I look different than when I was still in elementary school and I look slimmer. hahaha. the picture below is me when I was in the 5th grade. Sorry for the weird pose... ;p

click to enlarge this pic

This afternoon I and my friends went to play badminton. I'm still a beginner. And I can say my friends are experts! I couldn't play badminton till last year. Luckily I can play it now. My friends are very patient teaching me. Now I can throw back the shuttlecock back and forth for many times :p *proud*. I just met wrong p.e teacher at school. He didn't teach me properly, and instead of it he couldn't stop yelling and finally he gave up teaching me. (can you imagine how bad I am at sports). I can't play basketball and soccer. I can't do any kind of jump (except skipping rope) -_-. But I can play badminton and swim ok!!

Next Monday, I'll have school examination from that day till Saturday. It's important for my graduation score, so I'll be off from blogging for awhile. I have to start studying from now on, because there are a lot of materials. Especially the subjects with memorizing. I can memorize things pretty well, but I always prefer maths and physics to 'memorizing' subjects because they don't take a long time to be studied. Memorizing? Social? History? Geography? Why do they have so many materials to be memorized?? I always study till midnight whenever there's social quiz / exam. If the subjects are math or physics, it will take only less than 3 hours. I'm a kind of person who study right one day before the exam starts (sistem kebut semalam). You shouldn't follow me about this matter. hahaa. Please wish me a lot of luck!

I wore this outfit to have lunch with my friends few days ago. I wore a denim shirt from Pull & Bear, red pants from giordano, hairclip from bow house, and shoes from skechers. 

I'll spend tonight by watching running man, and other korean tv shows~ (watch as many as I can before I start studying tomorrow) . Tomorrow is a national holiday in Indonesia, so I can wake up later ! *yay*. 

blue, studs, and jeans

shirt - zara, shorts - GAP kids, shoes - skechers Japan, shawl - cotton ink, watch - folli follie, headband - unbranded

love the studs details on my shoulder

cyber-crime drives me crazy. I'm really sad of it.
someone used my photos as her profile picture on facebook. (maybe u have known this from my twitter)
I really shocked when I knew it.
Then I sent message to her to delete my photos and not using it anymore.
But she didn't want to delete my photos and she said if she found the photos from google and it's her friend (she said the girl in the photos is her friend) crazy right?? she also copied my bio. I was really angry with her. My friends sent messages to her too but she didn't want. ooo sooo piggy head.
I fought with her via facebook chat. She said her father is a police so I'm not allowed to blame her. crazier
then I showed her my photo album so she will know if it's me for real.
After that, She believed it and she didn't use my photos anymore.

I was really glad after that. *fiuh*
but It makes me trauma and don't know what to do. I cried. I don't want it happened to me again.
crossed in my mind to delete my blog and flickr account. so that anyone won't use my photos anymore.
I can't handle cyber-crime
I'm still a teenager that have labile emotion and maybe I don't have mature mind to handle problems in life
I want to stop being 'instant celebrity' in cyber-world, stop dreaming to be featured in famous magazines,etc.
although I know I've reached 300+ followers on my blog. I'm such a bad blogger. I ever promised I'll make giveaway but I haven't make it :(
But, someone just offered me to design my blog for free...hmmm...
so I'll think it again... maybe I'll delete my blog, maybe not too.. I need time to think!
Because I know if Diana Rikasari ever had same problem with me too. People make her fake facebook profile, use her arts, etc. If Diana Rikasari can handle it and be strong, WHY I'M NOT. :)
in the positive side, blogging makes me have lots of new friends! they're really kind :)

Thanks to my friends who care with me. really appreciate it :')

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I'm the winner of gowigasa's blog of the month!

thanks gowigasa! =D

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gaaah!
tomorrow I'll get my report card. dag dig du. I'm so scared my mom will get angry with me if my result is lower than the first term. :S. My mom is so fussy with my study
Hope my result is satisfying with higher result than the first term. amen :) and oh! maybe this blog will have long hiatus (again) because I'll out of town. I'll go to Jakarta, Singapore, and Malaysia for this holiday. Sorry fot that, I'll be back soon! Can't wait to go to Universal Studios :D.
See ya!