Who You Are?


This was the outfit I wore when I went to the haunted house. Honestly I didn't wear the wedges as shown above, I replaced it with flat shoes because I knew if I'd run inside the haunted house, and I must wear flat shoes or else I would fall and trapped inside -_-. Okay I won't talk about haunted house anymore because until now I still remember the ghost's voice.. The ghost followed me and said "the girl in the back (it was me because my friends who said they'd accompany me left me).. come here... look at meee!!!" with a very very scary tone so that I screameedddd like crazy, cried, and raaaaannn awayyyy T.T


I wore an unbranded crochet top with topshop sleeveless shirt as inner. My jeans are from GAP Kids, wedges from june+julia, bag & sunglasses from gowigasa.




I can't believe it's almost the end of January, time flies faster and faster. I'll have national examination to continue my study to grade 10-12 on April, and lots of try outs and other exams on February and March. I know I'll be busy and probably I can't blog too much and that makes me sad. But however as a student I must choose school over blogging. My job is a student, not a blogger. Blogging is just my 'playing' world. Where I share my hobby with other people. I enjoy blogging in my leisure time only, even though sometimes I feel weird and 'something strange' when I can't make a new blog post, I must let go that feeling because school is waay more important although I also know that blogging is so much funner than studying :p. In my opinion blogging is also 'studying'. After blogging for almost 3 years, I feel my English skill is improved, my style is improved, and after reading a lot of good articles and stories in this blogging world, I get new knowledge which I never learned at school. 

Sometimes I feel school is really boring and most of schools in Indonesia have more than 10 different subjects to learn. At school I only enjoy mathematics, science, and language lessons (chinese / english). The other subjects are boring.. make me always wanna sleep in every lesson -__-. I don't really like history / sociology because I'm a lazy student, I rarely study, so I don't like to memorize :p.
But there are times when I lovee history so much especially about european countries' history . I loveee history movies! But about my country's history... I'm not too interested because I've learned much about that since elementary school, and I don't know why, I'm just not interested with my country's history. *ok maybe after I typed this people will think I'm not a good citizen*. Now I'm not really proud with my country because everytime I watch tv, 95% of the news are bad news , only 5% are news about my country's achievements or something special else. I don't really care with it anyway. 

My mom always asks me why I am so lazy to study, why I looked like I don't have spirit to reach the top, bla bla blaaah... I'm tired being the 'top' and my current motto is Bill Gates' quote : "I never topped in the university, but today toppers of best universities are my employees". In my opinion, the smartest people at school don't always be the most successful in the future. Success isn't all about smart brain. There are many other factors like luck, your personality, and many other factors which I can't mention it now. You know, mostly at school there must be a nerd, who is the smartest student, but he / she can't get along with people well, and sometimes they're just... weird.. I know they have super brains, super high IQ scores, super ideas, etc... but yeah... In my life's experience, I once met a person who I knew her 'past'. She wasn't a smart student at school, but now she's successful and even more successful than her friend who was smarter than her. I know we don't know how our future will be. Diligence is needed, but forcing isn't needed. I believe a diligent person can beat smart person. 

And also, I just don't want to force myself to study too hard. It only makes me more stressful. As long as I pass the subjects with my own 'standard', I'm happy. I'm already happy when I reach good score but I'm not the highest, although sometimes there are some envy feelings, but school isn't only about score right? The point is.. I don't want to spend my school life by studying too hard only to compete with other smartass at school, running to get the highest score. Trying hard is okay but it's not when it's too hard till you feel pressured I take my life easy, enjoy every minute of it by doing things I enjoy. I wanna have a happy, memorable and fun school life . I just don't wanna have a stressful life because of scores. hahaha. Just be your self and do what you enjoy, don't ever force your self doing something you don't enjoy because I know you're not happy. I'm a smart student but not the smartest. I was the leader of the school committee at school although I wasn't the smartest student at school, my brother was also the leader of school committee when he was in senior high school although he wasn't the smartest and he's even a social student, not from science class. hahaha . *please don't call me snob T.T*

This is just my current opinion, it's free to you to agree or not with my opinion, and as a teenager, my words might be wrong, and I might change my mind too in the future. I wanna write more, but time is  chasing me. It's 9pm already in my place so I must do my homework and prepare my books for tomorrow's lessons at school. See you later!


Jessie J - Who You Are


  1. The first photos is my fav :) You look so cute veren ^^

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  2. you look sooo cute :D good luck on your study! :) have a great day veren!


  3. don't be pessimistic or even frustrated of your score in school veren. The point, ang penting naik kelas. Buat apa jadi juara satu tapi gak sukses ke depannya? just be your-self and have a great day. Btw I love your outfit esp the crochet top :D

  4. Hey!

    I loved this post! I love everything about you outfit. Thos glasses are stunning!!!

    I love that quote and what you wrote about Bill Gates and how the smartest people in school may not be after school.

    Great post!




  5. Cute post dear, i love your wedges! :D


  6. i TOTALLY AGREE with you ! cute sunglasses btw :)


  7. omona...
    neomu kyeopta ^^


  8. super cute ci veren at the first photo in this post!
    I really love your outfit! <3


  9. you look cute here ♥
    love your wedges

  10. lovee the first pic verennnnn!
    and love your outwear and wedgesss!


  11. Hai Veren always stay cute ^^
    Love your style always being my inspiration


  12. you look lovely , sweety .

    I totally agree .. with your opinion .keep fighting !


  13. What a gorgeous post! I felt so agree with your statement "The point is.. I don't want to spend my school life by studying too hard only to compete with other smartass at school, running to get the highest score". Now i'm a 12th grader so i can felt what you feel, dear. Fighting!


  14. I have the same Topshop piece! Love how you wore it by layering it with the crochet top =) X


  15. I do agree with your statement veren, totally love this post!
    I love your bag :)


  16. love!


  17. cute heart glasses. Such a cheerful outfit to wear to a haunted house! haha :) I like your hello kitty walls too :)

  18. i love jessie J! and OMG hello kitty wallpaper major cuteness


  19. u look so cute!n hype those heels!


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  21. i read this and i was like, gosh, i was exactly like you when i was in high school. i still remember the feeling completely. even til now, because i still have uni, so you know, it kinda gets worse...but you'll be alright! everything will be just fine. just work hard. i mean, look at you now. you're osis leader. that's a great achievement. you have to credit yourself for the things you've already tried best. you're a nice girl :)

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  23. love the glasses! :D and also the white top :))

  24. good quote, veren :)


  25. getting cuter & lovelier every day veren <3 lovee this otufit post a lot <3

    Journal J

  26. verennn u'r still in junior high right? wait till u get to high school..... it get's more worst >.< i don't know why people say that 'high school is the best moment of ur life' coz to be honest, there's a lot more pressure. the teachers, the rules, the assignments, the exams and all is just...frustrating >.< but hey, just enjoy life :)
    btw, the crochet top is adorable!

  27. cute photos and outfit as always..♥


  28. I love your crochet top and bag! :) you look adorable.
    I totally agree with you, sometimes I get annoyed by 'smart' people in my class who always try to get the highest score. My opinion is, just do your best, don't force yourself to study hard if you don't really want to :)

  29. btw just read the words, totally agree with you !! <3
    yes you don't have to be the smartest to success later, I have a strong beliefs with that :D

    Journal J

  30. i am so agree with what you wrote on this post!! but still, academic studies are important in order to be accepted in good uni.. i love the crochet top and bag <3


  31. You are so cuteeee!!
    Just try your best this year! You can't be wrong with working hard^^


  32. I agree with you that we don't have to over-push ourself to study. It only will make you stress! Except, you find the happiness on doing that kind of thing.


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